tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-409849732630728091.post6888731370319061326..comments2016-02-27T00:18:14.004-05:00Comments on Reflecting, Still...: The OscarsVeronicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06281894679573984580noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-409849732630728091.post-9798756621062875522014-02-03T16:32:07.449-05:002014-02-03T16:32:07.449-05:00I can't believe you can pinpoint (perhaps) whe...I can't believe you can pinpoint (perhaps) when he stopped moving. That breaks my heart for you. I sort of want to know with Andrew, but of course that doesn't bring him back. I stupidly went about my business, went into labor and showed up at the hospital fully expecting I would be having a (living) baby. Foolish me.<br /><br />You have an incredible memory. I'm totally amazed when I read accounts of people remembering so vividly certain things like who won best picture, etc. I can barely remember what we did last week. Of course maybe that makes grief more complicated?<br /><br />Damn those Oscars.<br /><br />p.s. I also got formula a week after Claire was born (and Benjamin. And Andrew), despite never signing anything. I think the hospital sells our info. Is that legal? Anyway, just saw Caroline's comment and that makes me angry still. Luckily, I had a friend who knows someone in need and I donated the formula to them. Get that thing OUT of my house immediately.B. Wilson @ Windy {City} Wilsonshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17479551028143520755noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-409849732630728091.post-52506498872375091952014-01-17T21:45:17.796-05:002014-01-17T21:45:17.796-05:00Blagh - blogger ate my comment.
Anyway, I was jus...Blagh - blogger ate my comment.<br /><br />Anyway, I was just saying that I also know exactly when I felt Cale last and the first time I noticed he wasn't moving and not wanting to really process what that meant even though I knew it wasn't good. Like March said above, I knew, but I couldn't really accept what it meant.<br /><br />Fucking Oscars. I got some formula in the mail today as a free sample because the world is creepy like that and knows when you have a baby. Anyway it's such a trigger for me because I got formula in the mail after we lost Cale. Fucking similac. Carolinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00101380791416834049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-409849732630728091.post-86471437606679098272014-01-17T13:09:05.569-05:002014-01-17T13:09:05.569-05:00Oh, those moments when you know - you KNOW - but a...Oh, those moments when you know - you KNOW - but at the same time your mind can't let you completely know or you will go crazy. I am so, so sorry. Sending lots of love, here listening. March is for daffodilshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11287273786322029725noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-409849732630728091.post-46999719208176760852014-01-16T18:00:05.962-05:002014-01-16T18:00:05.962-05:00Ugh. I hate when things the rest of the world is ...Ugh. I hate when things the rest of the world is so happy about only reminds me of pain and heartbreak. Sending love to you. Ameliahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07115154893444857726noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-409849732630728091.post-57837718715690450672014-01-16T14:27:08.654-05:002014-01-16T14:27:08.654-05:00Damn Oscars! Bleh. Thinking about the day/s lead...Damn Oscars! Bleh. Thinking about the day/s leading up to Bear dying eats at me. Even now. All the little things that I could have done differently. I hate it. I know it doesn't bring him back. And we will never know why so perhaps there is nothing we could have done. But if only we had known to change something/anything! before it was too late. Mama Bearhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15448908179398529689noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-409849732630728091.post-41273523179635795702014-01-16T14:24:13.940-05:002014-01-16T14:24:13.940-05:00Those triggers are so hard. I'm so sorry. I ...Those triggers are so hard. I'm so sorry. I often feel guilty for not being able to pinpoint when Eliza stopped moving, but I realize that wouldn't make it easier. Nothing would.Brookehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05946311309467296976noreply@blogger.com